renaloverboy

somedays i feel happy some i feel sad then there is that one day i get once in a while where i just want to leave this world leave this place behind go into my stories and truely live them i keep on wishing i keep on praying i keep on writing these stories. even now i dont know what to do with my life maybe ill try and live out one of them even if it kills me, forsakes me from my family, even if i do it alone ill be happy enough. Or maybe all i need to do is wait for my heaven to come.........

A stage in life... we all must face one day. A day of realization where the world,our lives, isn't what we whished for... Our fantasies our imagination is what we wished for. For some it's to live in peace, to live with the ones we soo deeply love no matter who or what it is.For me it's the wish to be in a world of loving caring characters in action, romance, fantasy....

You cant break a man the way you break a dog or a horse. The harder you beat a man the taller he stands… To break a mans will to break his spirit, you have to break his mind. Men have the idea that we can fight with dignity , that it's the proper way to kill some one it's absurd it's anestitic. We needed to endure the bloody horror of murder. You must destroy that idea. Show them what a messy, terrible thing it is to kill a man and then show that you relish in it. Shoot the wound then execute the wounded. Burn them take them in close combat, destroy their preconceptions of what a man is, and you become their personal monster. When they f